I’m sick and tired of the “mentally disabled” children and the kids with fucking cancer meeting the boys. Like why? The ones who are FUCKING RETARDED won’t even remember them after a few months. And the kis with cancer… WHY. THEY ARE GOING TO DIE!! D I E. No more living. Dead. I don’t care if it’s…
This is not okay what so ever. I am repulsed that bitter people, full of hatred, like you live on this planet.
Let’s start off with the fact that these poor kids go through so much pain and suffering every day of their damn lives. They are constantly made fun of, and put off as different. They are made to feel as if there is something wrong with them, and that they are less of a person than someone else. They are on feeding tubes, which get ripped out by accident quite often, and they have to get them surgically put back into place if it does. They can’t even eat food. Do you even understand that? Do you know what it’s like to not be able to eat or digest anything? Well I do. Others have to carry oxygen tanks around, and breathe through a tube. Now let me tell you, I have been on an oxygen tube multiple times in the past, and twice this year. Do you know what it feels like? It feels like they are forcing water up your nose. It is extremely uncomfortable, and quite honestly annoying, but they don’t have a choice. Do you want to know why? It’s because THEY CAN’T FUCKING BREATHE! They cannot inhale and exhale while getting the proper amounts of oxygen into their systems.
There are some of them that can’t even walk. Do you understand what it is like to not be able to walk? They can’t even control their own bodies, and you are upset that you haven’t met any of the boys? The ones that you call ‘retarded’, are special ed. kids, and they have mental disabilities. Many people have mental illnesses, disorders, and disabilities. Personally I suffer from severe anxiety, but that is nothing in compared to what they have to go through. But do you know who else has a mental disorder? You do. You have something called NPD, or Narcissistic Personality Disorder. It is in the group called “dramatic” personality disorders, and some of the symptoms include; - preoccupation with fantasies that focus on unlimited success, power, intelligence, beauty, or love - believe that they are entitled to special treatment - belief that he or she is “special” and unique, and can only be understood by other special people - inability to recognize or identify with the feelings, needs, and viewpoints of others - envy of others or a belief that others are envious of him or her - arrogant behavior and/or attitude
Now my sister is special ed., she has VPD or Visual Perception Disorder, which is a learning disability. She has to get segregated from the rest of the class and go into special education classes. She was made fun of for it, but guess what? She is no less of a person than anybody else. She can still do and accomplish great things, just like the rest of those kids. She is great at photography, and screen printing t-shirts, and she is awesome at writing stories.
Just because these kids have illnesses and mental disabilities, doesn’t mean that they are stupid or ‘retarded’. Like I said before, I suffer from severe anxiety, and I also have a stomach disease. I can’t eat anything without becoming violently ill and in immense pain. I’ve been through surgery, esophagogastroduodenoscopies, colonoscopies, radiation, HIDA scans, you name it. I go weeks without eating just so the pain is lessened, but does that mean that I am stupid? Hell no, I’m not stupid. I was a straight A student for the majority of my educational career, as well as a part of the Gifted Education Program, and I am also a tutor. Now does that mean that I am better than anyone else, or more successful, or more talented? No. It means I was good at absorbing information. I have a stomach disease and a mental illness, but I am intelligent. My stomach disease will be with me for the rest of my life, it is a part of me forever, but it will not make me any less intelligent or any less of a person.
Just because these children are suffering from problems, doesn’t mean they won’t go on to do great things. The girl I tutor has a friend that is in special ed, named Tristan, and the cool thing about Tristan is he is an awesome drummer. His disability will not stop him from being in the school band, if that is what he chooses to do. It will not stop him from being in the high school marching band, and it will not stop him from being a session musician or a famous drummer. One of my all time favorite drummers is Rick Allen. Now Rick Allen is a bad ass drummer from the band Def Leppard, and you wanna know what’s special about him? He only has one arm. Yes, you heard me correctly, he only has one arm. He lost his arm in a street racing accident, but he learned how to play the set with one arm, he is a mega famous rock star.
You know who else was famous with a disability? Well we can start off with Ray Charles and Stevie Wonder, who were both blind. Did that stop them? No. They were amazing artists and great pianists. Ludwig van Beethoven, was deaf and was told that he would never be good enough to compose music. Guess he proved them wrong. Now what about my man Rory Gallagher, one of the best guitarist who ever lived. When Jimi Hendrix was asked what it felt like to be the best guitarist in the world, he said “I wouldn’t know, go ask Rory Gallagher”. Now if that’s not a compliment, I don’t know what is. See, Rory had a very rare blood type, that made his blood alkaline, but he could still change a guitar string on stage with out missing a single note, and that is why he still remains to be my favorite guitarist in the whole wide world.
Other people who have made it in the hollywood industry include Andy Milonakis, who suffers a from a growth hormone condition, Lauren Potter, who has Down Syndrome, and Edward Barbanell, who has Down Syndrome aswell. See, what you fail to understand, is that these kids are not pieces of garbage and wasted space. They are amazing people who can do amazing things with there lives, even though some won’t make it long enough to see that happen.
Some of those kids are painfully counting down the days that they have left on this Earth. They are knowingly dying, so why don’t they deserve to be happy? Why don’t they deserve to meet their favorite artist? Why should they have to spend everyday cherishing every single moment that they have with their families, knowing in a few weeks or months that they won’t be there to do that anymore. They deserve to meet their favorite people. They deserve to be free and act like kids. But what they do not deserve, is to be belittled, picked on, and envied by some privileged young teenager. Their hearts are so pure, knowing that they only have short amounts of time left on this Earth, all the while yours is full of hate and bitterness. They are beautiful, but a soul like yours is disgraceful.
I don’t understand why you think that you are so much better than them. Honestly, what makes you any better? Answer that for me. Why do you deserve to be put up on a pedestal? Why do you deserve to meet your ‘idols’? Why are you so special? Well, the answer is, you’re not. You are just another human being walking among this Earth, and you are no better than the other 7 billion on this planet. See, I used to be a bit like you, full of anger, wondering why me? Why do I have to be sick all the time? Why can’t I just go to the mall, like a normal person? But then I realized, why not me? What makes me so special that I can’t have anything bad happen to me? What makes me so special that I deserve to have something awesome happen to me? Nothing makes me any better, or any more special than anyone else. Let go of that bitterness. Good and positive things happen to good and positive people. Be a genuinely nice and caring person, and maybe nice things will happen to you. You can’t go around treating the rest of the world like dirt, only negativity will come from that.
Please reevaluate your life, and learn to be grateful for what you have. Be grateful that you have a bed to sleep in, or a house to live in, or food to eat. Be grateful that you can control your own body, and eat what you want, and breathe by yourself. Be grateful that you have what you have, and please stop being envious of other people. Envy gets you no where in life. If you want to go anywhere or attain anything in life, start by releasing selfishness, and accepting selflessness. You are better than that post. Take this experience as a learning opportunity, and use it to obtain self growth. You can be a better person.
The world needs more people like you. This is so inspirational.
Yes it does. This is beautiful & you are so strong for being able to go thru what you do & still have a positive outlook. The world needs more people like you & less like zaddyzayn
I agree with this you go sista this girl is sick
Reason number 23627 why 13 year olds should not have tumblr. Or twitter. It pains me to even post those pics bc her comments are so disgusting & vile & hateful. So just go report her please & get her off tumblr. And if someone knows who she is & how to get in touch with her parent(s) let me know. Bc I have to think they would NOT be happy about this http://zaddyzayn.tumblr.com/post/88309128611/rant-fuck-cancer-fans-and-retarded-bitches
Not all 13 year olds are like that , I mean some are mature ..but this girl just -.- she needs god alright..
there are no words to describe how sad this is. Some teenagers now-a-days are heartless, cruel and lack sympathy and empathy. IMO, THIS GIRL IS THE TEXTBOOK DEFINITION OF A SOCIOPATH!
Agreed. She has zero empathy or compassion for others, especially for those less fortunate like the Ray of Sunshine kids. She’s incredibly self-centered & unable to see or admit when she’s done something wrong. She’s sick & twisted & needs to be gone. Now!
Get her off tumble and twitter. She doesn’t get what is going on in their lives. This makes me sad how selfish some people can be
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I’m sorry that I haven’t been updating the story as much as I wanted to. I have been busy with school and work. I have started a new chapter, forgot about it and now can remember what I was doing when I have an idea I will update but not until I am done with final exams. Thanks for all the support.
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Ahhh one of his favourite words on twitter